Yes, I am actually an orphan.
A wayward orphan.
Google lists the synonyms and related words for Wayward as:
wilful, self-willed, headstrong, stubborn, obstinate, obdurate, perverse,contrary, rebellious, defiant, uncooperative, refractory, recalcitrant, unruly,wild, ungovernable, unmanageable, unpredictable, capricious, whimsical,fickle, inconstant, changeable, erratic, intractable, difficult, impossible,intolerable, unbearable, fractious, disobedient, insubordinate,undisciplined
I like that list of words.
I am undisciplined, yet wilful. Stubborn, yet whimsical. Unbearable, yet headstrong.
I am an insubordinate orphan. Unpredictable, self-willed and finds it impossible to give up.
I am an orphan – yet I am the contrary.